January 2012
we'd probably liveblog the end of the world
- omg earthquake!!!!
- flood is coming!!
- omg water is in my house
- nO NOT MY COMPUter
- it's ok i have service on my phone guys
- OMG MY SISTER IS DROWnING
- aw a fireman is here
- he's giving my sister mouth 2 mouth
- i ship it omg
- otp; i know how to save a life
- whoa the earth is like breaking open
- byE
December 2011
No-Good Friday
It’s currently 12:02 am on Saturday morning and yesterday was a horrible day.
I have nightmares every night. It doesn’t matter what I eat or drink before bed or do that day. It’s just every night… When I woke up, I didn’t feel well. I was nauseous which made it hard to eat. My computer’s screen isn’t working right, so I’m forced to use my mother’s computer. It just frustrates me so horribly. When my electronics don’t work properly, I don’t work properly.
This whole day, my mind was in a fog. I was on the brink of panic mode because I wasn’t alert enough. I want to go somewhere and whimper. I have the feeling of overwhelming fright and fear. My heart has been racing at random points throughout the day and my chest was all-over heavy. I would like to find out more about the anxiety I experience from a medical view, but my mother doesn’t want me to get medicated…
I am afraid to go to sleep. I want to snap out of this bad mood. I think Saturday will be another personal day…
